yesterday night was a blast ! when nathan's for shisha, but mutt's doesn't work there anymore. 'sad'
so...there's not going to be shisha anymore in nathan's then we decided to go bukit jalil. almost half
the people from nathan's went there . LOL ! the shisha at bukit jalil was kinda awesome.
the shisha guy,he was mutt's romemate and best friend. who knew ? haha...
around 2am we all went for clubbing at K.L, i was so blur, i can't even remember the name of the place.
came back seri petaling around 7.30am and went for breakfast. after breakfast all went home sleeping .
yesterday was so damn f***king FUN !
Friday, April 24, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
why do you do this to me ?
woke up at 8.00am this morning, reach school around 9.30am. sleep tru all the classes until school is over,
reached home around 1.15pm, went for tuition at 2.30pm, i slept at tuition also, and came back home at 4.00pm.
went online for a while, after online-ing went to bed and sleep again.
lately, i notice that i've been sleeping a lot and going out a lot during the night.
maybe im just trying to run away from the pain ? or maybe i just don't want to think about the times we spent ?
i know your love to me is gone, but did it ever started ? but my love to you has never change not even for a second.
you taken my heart, then now you want me to just let go ? i fallen in love with you, you thought i could just let go ?
now... i don't even have a heart left for you to crush anymore.
:'(
reached home around 1.15pm, went for tuition at 2.30pm, i slept at tuition also, and came back home at 4.00pm.
went online for a while, after online-ing went to bed and sleep again.
lately, i notice that i've been sleeping a lot and going out a lot during the night.
maybe im just trying to run away from the pain ? or maybe i just don't want to think about the times we spent ?
i know your love to me is gone, but did it ever started ? but my love to you has never change not even for a second.
you taken my heart, then now you want me to just let go ? i fallen in love with you, you thought i could just let go ?
now... i don't even have a heart left for you to crush anymore.
:'(
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
is my fate sealed ?
yesterday and today was my exam ! i can't even focus on the stupid paper's.
keep having a lot of stupid flashback's.
so...these 2 days, i just slept until school's over.
yesterday didn't even sleep. stayed up all night wondering.
should i let go ? should i forget ? can i really do it ? i really just want to SCREAM ! ! !
but...to tell the truth, i should have held on tight, i never should have let you go.
i didn't know nothing, i was stupid i was foolish. i was lying to myself.
never imagined i'd be sitting here beside myself.
cause i didn't know you, you didn' know me. but i thought i knew everything.
when you left i lost a part of me, it's so hard to believe.
i can't sleep at night, when you are on my mind.
in the radio i heard bobby womack's singing, ' if you think you're lonely now ' . wait a minute this is too deep.
i gotta change the station. so i, turn the dial trying to catch a break. and then i hear babyface, i only think of you,
and it's breaking my heart. i'm trying to keep it together, but i'm falling apart.
i'm feeling all out of my elements, throwing things, crying trying to figure out where the hell i went wrong.
the pain relfected in this song ain't even half of what i'm feeling inside.
who am im going to lean on when times get rough ? who else is gonna talk to me till the sun comes up ?
who is gonna take your place ? there ain't nobody better.i need you. i need you back in my life.
we really not going to be together anymore ? is my fate really sealed ?
at least...that i know you're happy . that's all i ever wanted. no matter your with me or with some other guy.
just be happy.
keep having a lot of stupid flashback's.
so...these 2 days, i just slept until school's over.
yesterday didn't even sleep. stayed up all night wondering.
should i let go ? should i forget ? can i really do it ? i really just want to SCREAM ! ! !
but...to tell the truth, i should have held on tight, i never should have let you go.
i didn't know nothing, i was stupid i was foolish. i was lying to myself.
never imagined i'd be sitting here beside myself.
cause i didn't know you, you didn' know me. but i thought i knew everything.
when you left i lost a part of me, it's so hard to believe.
i can't sleep at night, when you are on my mind.
in the radio i heard bobby womack's singing, ' if you think you're lonely now ' . wait a minute this is too deep.
i gotta change the station. so i, turn the dial trying to catch a break. and then i hear babyface, i only think of you,
and it's breaking my heart. i'm trying to keep it together, but i'm falling apart.
i'm feeling all out of my elements, throwing things, crying trying to figure out where the hell i went wrong.
the pain relfected in this song ain't even half of what i'm feeling inside.
who am im going to lean on when times get rough ? who else is gonna talk to me till the sun comes up ?
who is gonna take your place ? there ain't nobody better.i need you. i need you back in my life.
we really not going to be together anymore ? is my fate really sealed ?
at least...that i know you're happy . that's all i ever wanted. no matter your with me or with some other guy.
just be happy.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
love
i dont know why am i feeling this way. i never felt this way about anyone before.
your the first girl that i really fall in loved with. but... :'(
i can't get you off my mine.i cried every night before i sleep, it really hurts.
i would do anything and give anything to be
with you again. i know its not possible. but... i'll still hope you'll give me
another chance to show you how much i love you.
spring time in the city. Always such relief from the winter freeze. The snow was more lonely
than cold.
so, maybe i shouldn't have called. was it too soon to tell ?
oh what the hell, its doesn't really matter. how do you redefine something
that never really had a name ?
i know i let you down again and again.
i know i never really treated you right.
i've paid the price and im still paying for it every day.
we don't talk much anymore.
i keep running from the pain and these sentencese.
but what i wouldn't give to see your face again.
:'(
your the first girl that i really fall in loved with. but... :'(
i can't get you off my mine.i cried every night before i sleep, it really hurts.
i would do anything and give anything to be
with you again. i know its not possible. but... i'll still hope you'll give me
another chance to show you how much i love you.
spring time in the city. Always such relief from the winter freeze. The snow was more lonely
than cold.
so, maybe i shouldn't have called. was it too soon to tell ?
oh what the hell, its doesn't really matter. how do you redefine something
that never really had a name ?
i know i let you down again and again.
i know i never really treated you right.
i've paid the price and im still paying for it every day.
we don't talk much anymore.
i keep running from the pain and these sentencese.
but what i wouldn't give to see your face again.
:'(
Lonely
Baby won't you tell me why,
there is sadness in your eyes.
you were never satisfied no matter how i tried.
you're the one who sat it up, now you're the one to make it stop.
i'm the on who is feeling lost right now.
now you want me to forget every little thing you said ?
i'm sitting here all alnoe in the middle of nowhere.
don't know which way to go.
i should try and forget.
but there is something left in my heart.
the feeling's so strong it won't go away.
im not the guy missing in your heart.
that's why you go away and left me...
there is sadness in your eyes.
you were never satisfied no matter how i tried.
you're the one who sat it up, now you're the one to make it stop.
i'm the on who is feeling lost right now.
now you want me to forget every little thing you said ?
i'm sitting here all alnoe in the middle of nowhere.
don't know which way to go.
i should try and forget.
but there is something left in my heart.
the feeling's so strong it won't go away.
im not the guy missing in your heart.
that's why you go away and left me...
went nathan's again ! LOL !
LIFELESS
fetch yoonteng back at 11.40pm, after that...
me and munloong went back to nathan's again .
i really got a lot of stuff to talk to munloong. maybe im turning GAY.haha...
after yamcha i went munloong's place to overnight.
i was crying the whole night.because of what she said.
:'(
i really missed the moment we spent together
LIFELESS
fetch yoonteng back at 11.40pm, after that...
me and munloong went back to nathan's again .
i really got a lot of stuff to talk to munloong. maybe im turning GAY.haha...
after yamcha i went munloong's place to overnight.
i was crying the whole night.because of what she said.
:'(
i really missed the moment we spent together
Friday, April 17, 2009
my life is meaningless
went nathan's with loongs,foochok,hansher,,jingyi and few more lifeless dogs.LOL !
after yamcha and shisha. i went back to seri petaling.
i reach seri petaling at 12.30am. was so damn f***king tired, but aaron and the other's
wanted to go cc. so... i was like anything lar. they wanted to play for like 5 hours.
when i on my msn, i was shock. because i saw her msg and she wanted to break up
with me =(
you really thought i can do better on my own ?
why'd you had to leave me ?
i really thought we could have been more then this. but ...
i just hope you can find someone better.
but i still hope you'd give me another chance.
'sadness'
after yamcha and shisha. i went back to seri petaling.
i reach seri petaling at 12.30am. was so damn f***king tired, but aaron and the other's
wanted to go cc. so... i was like anything lar. they wanted to play for like 5 hours.
when i on my msn, i was shock. because i saw her msg and she wanted to break up
with me =(
you really thought i can do better on my own ?
why'd you had to leave me ?
i really thought we could have been more then this. but ...
i just hope you can find someone better.
but i still hope you'd give me another chance.
'sadness'
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