is my fate sealed ?

yesterday and today was my exam ! i can't even focus on the stupid paper's.
keep having a lot of stupid flashback's.
so...these 2 days, i just slept until school's over.
yesterday didn't even sleep. stayed up all night wondering.
should i let go ? should i forget ? can i really do it ? i really just want to SCREAM ! ! !
but...to tell the truth, i should have held on tight, i never should have let you go.
i didn't know nothing, i was stupid i was foolish. i was lying to myself.
never imagined i'd be sitting here beside myself.
cause i didn't know you, you didn' know me. but i thought i knew everything.
when you left i lost a part of me, it's so hard to believe.
i can't sleep at night, when you are on my mind.
in the radio i heard bobby womack's singing, ' if you think you're lonely now ' . wait a minute this is too deep.
i gotta change the station. so i, turn the dial trying to catch a break. and then i hear babyface, i only think of you,
and it's breaking my heart. i'm trying to keep it together, but i'm falling apart.
i'm feeling all out of my elements, throwing things, crying trying to figure out where the hell i went wrong.
the pain relfected in this song ain't even half of what i'm feeling inside.
who am im going to lean on when times get rough ? who else is gonna talk to me till the sun comes up ?
who is gonna take your place ? there ain't nobody better.i need you. i need you back in my life.

we really not going to be together anymore ? is my fate really sealed ?
at least...that i know you're happy . that's all i ever wanted. no matter your with me or with some other guy.
just be happy.